sleeepy

well just as the heading says, im pretty beat right now.. gonna head to bed right after dumping my thoughts here before i forget them first thing in the morning.. oh but first.. thanks to jia wei and family for the generous hospitality over the past few times ive been here! =)

right here goes.. im sure every single one of you out there has had some form of experience like this; it starts off with a sort of trigger situation which involves you.. these vary in nature.. and then you start feeling awkward/confused/embarassed/hesistant, like hey, of ALL the things, this shouldnt be happening..(eg: why is he/she being like that? is it something im doing/didnt do?).. when instead it should be like THIS - [insert scene of gollum retrieving the one-ring-to-rule-them-all] and you repeatedly tell yourself this in hope that things will automagically fix themselves as the situation progresses.. (DENIAL)

after watching yourself get fsk-ed.. the after effects start sinking in.. that icy-sharp stabbing feeling smack right middle in the chest (havent found the proper words to fully describe this yet), the remorse of taking a particular action, the loss of mood or interest generally ...etc (these vary depending on your situation) which just plaaain sucks big time.

i think that life is all about looking for those oppurtunities (plenty of them mind you).. taking the risks.. and making the leap before its too late. you may never know when you might come across that chance ever again..

sigh.. where is your heart?

sports daay

hoho, t'was sports day today.. blalala the usual stuff; march past, cheerleading, running events.. i still feel that kdu's sports day is lacking the grand splendor of a true sports event.. compared to ordinary goverment schools. despite all the preparation and training, the final results were still very mediocre.. well.. in all but the actual sport events itself.. there are quite a number of veryvery talented athletes of varying classes.. and a large percentage of them are in blue house.. which led to blue's inevitable victory through sheer brute strength (i can hear it ringing in my head.. "m-m-m-monsterr kill" haha). nevertheless, cheerleading is definitely an event not to be missed.. which quite a number govt. schools lack due to their uhh.. "conservativeness". heh . so anyway red house wins hands down.. you definitely wont find cheerleading of that potential just anywhere.. blue house comes close as well!

a number of sport events were actually held before today itself.. this included the long distance events which i **actually** took part in.. aksjfakjdfasd got my ass handed to me bigtime.. sigh oh well.. i should just stick to nerd-like things now. in fact, if im not mistaken, noone in my family actually has ever been an athlete of some sort, at least up till my grandfathers line. all my aunties and uncles never really took part in anything.. save one of my uncles who was in highjump. my cousins were academically gifted and actively participated in curricular stuff.. but stayed away from sport events.. gah, why do i bother.. even the genes are against me! haha

did i mentioned i passed my undang undang already? well i DID! hah in your face foo's! now let me drive your car :)

bah. headache. plenty of uncompleted homework. not working panadol. irritable; no events on wednesday but now suddenly theres a bloody physics thing. why? retaking undang ON wed. yes i failed, and thanks to my good friends now the whole world knows.. haha.

being summoned by she-who-mustnt-be-named. i fear the worst.

i shall begin by uhhm.. dedicating the song Alicia Keys - Karma to myself.. haha.. the past few weeks have been mostly accidents and pure bad luck.. a couple more days would make it a whole month!! haha sigh.. well whatever cant kill me..will make me stronger probably still wont for the next few years.. :P

ohh and while i was on a bus recently, there was this mean-shorthaired-notsotall-indian lady with a great loud booming voice who was being totally inconsiderate towards the bus driver.. it was this chinese bus driver guy who had linguistic difficulties with english i guess.. even more so with the weird pronouced slang which this lady had. so yeah i was watching this lady trying to converse with the man.. who obviously didnt really understand what she was saying.. and there was some confusion on where she wanted to be dropped off.. she kept on repeating in a matter-of-factly bossy tone "drop me in front there.. not here.. IN front there!" while frantically pointing in a random direction.. goddamn lady, you're freakin taking a public transport vehicle.. the bus driver isnt your freaking driver! gah. lol and ive also come to a conclusion that all bus drivers know each other.. today the bus driver on the triton bus just winded down his window and started talking to a metro bus driver.. woot. heh well enough about my bus ranting.. i guess thats enough for tonight.. hehe

muaha.. today has been quite productive, and tiring.. gah.. dad woke me up at around 6.30-ish to leave for the JPN building thing in PJ.. barely had uhh.. 3 hours of sleep.. heh heh.. so whoosh whoosh off i go.. there was already a short queue ahead when i arrived.. bah the counters opened almost an hour late.. so after collecting my new id i went off for something light to eat.. haha lonerisms to the max.. ALONE in the mamak.. sad.. xD

hmm hmm.. so then i wander around PJ looking for the lrt station.. the one next to a&w newtown.. haha after asking for directions from friendly townsfolk, boarded and went to kl sentral.. that place seriously resembles an airport.. and reminds me so much of the Terminal.. woh i really like that show! then after that a triton back to home.. haha.. public transport rules.. ill have to write sth about that some time in the future.. muahaah

blehs.. and now im rushing through the undang-undang questions.. which have many errors in them. gah.. so until the next post then!

welcome!

ta-da! i've finally gotten round to making a blog of my own.. with assistance from my sis, whos more familiar with this stuff.. haha.. for once i was actually in need of her help :P

hmm.. lets see.. i went to a cool career/university talk thingie yesterday in mandarin hotel.. along with shern.. heh heh public transport all the way.. god you gotta love the men and women who serve the country by driving the buses and operating the trains in kl. ive only truly learnt how to appreciate the public transport system (despite its ocassional ineffectiveness) after not being able to get around much with my mum anymore.. sigh long story on that. so yeah we arrived at mandarin hotel spending only a total of rm2.60 each and attended the talk.. which was pretty informative in my opinion. afterwards a gang of us went to klcc.. heh heh.. waste more time as usual.. we caught a series of unfortunate events at tgv.. pretty interesting, id recommend it!

today was rather uneventful, was supposed to be in school for extra class.. arg but the temptation of blissful sleep was too hard to resist.. so yeah i get up just in time for lunch woot! .. and proceeded to study for the driving test which is coming up this wednesday. it should be cheesecake to pass, just look at the amount of *ahem* responsible drivers on malaysian roads now anyway.. lol.. but i didnt get much done anyway, bloody cough&cold annoying me to the end of my nerves!! argar.. ill get back to it tonight.

so anyway, this blog shalleth be my sanctuary against the infide-.. haha.. i mean ill be updating my blog pretty often i guess.. after taking into account the amount of time i spend online everyday.. so check back often guys!