yet again..

it seems that this place is living up to its name sake.. im always here whenever feeling particularly despair-ish.

things seemed to be quite normal of late.. even the rows with my mum have lessened in frequency. then again, i guess you all must be familiar with how life has a knack of being unpredictable at times. was talking to two friends earlier this afternoon.. and i realised how the (little) things you do can affect them in negative like ways..

i admit that i'm only human. i admit i'm not THE ideal person.. i make mistakes just like anyone else. neither this nor my earlier attempts at reasoning is not an attempt to discredit you guys..

suffice to say, i value the importance of companionship.. i honestly never expected anything to look like this.. sigh