wtfz

i'm under quitee alot of pressure right now.. thanks to my mum again. i have to say she plays a really fucking big role in my life. for instance, she's never failed to make me feel as insignificant and unimportant as ever whenever i needed it.. yes thats right boys and girls, dont encourage and praise your child! instead diss them for any minor wrong doing! and when they actually get something right, just turn your head around pretend not to notice in hopes that they'll instinctively keep repeating such acts.

not only that, she also has much to say about what i do or partake in.. for instance guitars; although she was the one who got me enrolled in the first place (for the wrong reasons probably) , eventually i was pretty much uh.. on my own, handicapped in fact. she refers to my enthusiasm as a complete waste of time that could be better spent on reading textbooks (?!) .. and does not understand the difference between types of guitars thinking their all the same.

its not that i can't get along with other people(other parents even!).. in fact some of them think im pretty decent! bah.. i don't know whats wrong here, but we're definitely on very different wavelengths...